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Posts from the ‘Circa Flashback’ Category

30
Mar

And My Dead Heart Smiles

here I am once more. Read more »

2
Mar

Lovely

I Read more »

10
Feb

The Secret Is…

Chrystalyn circa 2007

deep distractions promising tomorrows ambition, running further from the silver lining of the seated sins my soul harbors, knowing that the rain i pour just slickens the mess i’ve made, nothing will be washed clean. Read more »

3
Feb

Love Like Suicide

closing in deep and dark

fatal curves of skin and lace Read more »

27
Jan

Leave a Light for the Lost

blessed am I

my damned soul finding contentment

forever only lasts till you blink

breathe the air to my soul

to keep this feeling burning

while my eyes shed the tears of joy

hold my heart as you hold my hand

may you remember me when your eyes reopen

find your way back to me each time after our goodnight

may your heart fill your thoughts with our memory

and your dreams with our love

for this is what you have done for me

full circle

My beautiful boys, My loving husband

engrave my name among the brail of your souls.

Chrystalyn

Circa 2006, updated 2012

22
Jan

Cursed Gifts

hold my heart still as I weep for my soul bleeding out of my eyes for the unknowing

the world is as it always has been

unchangeable Read more »

22
Jan

Discontent

Discontent

The dirt covers and comforts like babies blankets, the falling ash swirls clumsily in such dim light, the air so thick of everyone and everything, spinning images of my days brings tears brimmed tight.

Breathe. Read more »

13
Jan

A Few Questions and Thoughts for Your Weekend

My Questions

What matters more:

small things that complete you for a moment

or

something that completes you for life

How do you intertwine:

the small things that have made you larger than life

with

the large things that lead to the small things happening

How do you believe:

that you are one hundred percent sure of something

when

life constantly teaches you that all those other things you were sure of

was just a big fuck-up with little perks

Chrystalyn Circa 2007

6
Jan

Three Words Mistaken


3 Words- Chrystalyn circa 2007

Three Words Mistaken Read more »

2
Jan

Every Cloud Has that Silver Lining…

Chrystalyn Circa 2007

Fall into the Silver Lining

dedicated to J.J.

lay me down to sleep

as hearts beat wild

the connection we keep

awakens this long lost child

gaze passed who we are

with the bond our souls set

capturing our a lucky star

feelings neither of us forget

time stands fleeting

as memories of old stir

eyes keep meeting

exposing what we endure

no worries about tomorrow

perfection is now till we blink

with needed courage to borrow

swallowing the thoughts we think

now lay me down to sleep

the boundaries are broken

part of me always yours to keep

and the rest need not be spoken.

Chrystalyn circa 2007

13
Dec

Opening Pandora’s Box

 Opening Pandora’s Box

Chrystalyn Borgsmiller 2008

Chrystalyn Circa 2008

Here I hold Pandora’s Box.

Beautiful. Portraying everything you want mesmerizing first the eyes. Promises of everything you need wrap your heart in warmth. Intoxicating reassurance and hope quench your thirsty soul. You can rise above. Read more »

9
Dec

Say Goodnight…

Say Goodnight..

Chrystalyn ’08

the dark silk of butterfly kisses, from curled lash to settled skin, move a restless mind to memory and dream

desires of the soul hold capture the heart’s current- directing writhing surges of warmth and need from abyss of mind to landscape of body

hold close the realistics you can,  for riding the safeguard of what you have against the waves of irreconsiable longing of what you want, generates the overwhelming awareness of what you need to drown in the obscure

Chrystalyn Circa 2008

 

Chrystalyn

3
Dec

DisEnchanted (at best)

Chrystalyn Circa 2008

DisEnchanted (at best)

Chrystalyn ’08 Read more »

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